the sad sad life of mimi.
so be ready.
coz itz gonna be f*ckin' jiwang.
*hahakzZZZ!!!!!
self-realization
arhg fuck lah,and so everything went from bad to worst. yeah its a good thing i have never seen shafa since we broke up,hopefully i dont break down if she walk past me.it so confusing why i still hav this mixed feelings eveytime i think of her. i have never let go of her. i dun noe why. but it still hurts. it sucks uh feeling this.i dun wanna feel this but i dun noe la okay.fuck uh.its frustrating to think of all this. its frustrating. yeah,she changed and become so damn different and cruel,i'll just hope she doesnt do the same thing she did to me to anyone else,OR someone does the same thing back to her...inshallah tak lah k,well i have to go on. yeah,maybe i'll get to see her in heaven,when everything ends...
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and so its been a while since i and sue talked.when she calls its always when im bz.hopefully i'll get to talk to u tomolo aite...im tired already...
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there was this gerl i got to noe.she looked liked my ex,liza...yeah but our pic is with kalil,so takpe,maybe next time...
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blood was dripping all over but i was still standing looking at them.with my left hand i wiped down the blood that was dripping down my mouth.i wasnt fighting,but i was getting myself beatened by some guys who tot that i was the friend of the person who they were looking for.swollen my lips are,but suprisingly,i felt great,all the frutration i had inside me all went away thru the pain...
.:everything crumbled when u left me,well im not blaming u maybe its my balasan to all the wrong things i did to everyone...
Monday, October 13, 2008 // 6:38 PM